Sunday, February 24, 2019

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Sun, Feb 24, 2019 St. Paul’s Ft. Mill

Homily Sun, Feb 24, 2019 St. Paul’s, Ft. Mill

The Seventh Sunday after the Epiphany Color: Green
Assigned Readings Lesson 1: Genesis 45:3–11,15 Psalm: 37:1–12,41–42 Lesson 2: 1 Corinthians 15:35–38,42–50 Gospel: Luke 6:27–38

I’m not really sure when it first struck me as odd. It might have been sitting in the pew, just 16 year old, with a little bit of a chip on my shoulder, thinking to myself as I heard the gospel read.

Jesus said, "I say to you that listen, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. If anyone strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also; and from anyone who takes away your coat do not withhold even your shirt. Give to everyone who begs from you; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again. Do to others as you would have them do to you.”

And I thought to myself, “I wonder if anyone here has read this before?”

You know the sensation. I think of it to myself as the, “Wait? What?” moment. It’s when you hear something and there is a sudden gap between reality and what has just been announced. Somehow loving your enemy was not then, and it’s not now, the first thing that comes to my mind when I think of what Christians typically look and act like.

As a teenager I had made a conscious choice to become an Episcopalian. There were no doubt many factors, most of which I was not aware of, that lead to that decision. But what I was aware of was that in this church there was something almost mystical about the candles in the sanctuary. There was a deep sense of what I later came to call a sacramental sign as the people drank wine from a common cup.

What I slowly became aware of in that moment of surprise was that the church that I had come to know, a church that was religious to be sure, but one which was comfortable, socially acceptable, presentable on the platform of the world around us – that church had somehow forgotten what had been there from the beginning. “Love your enemy.” And that was just the beginning of it.

Somehow the very direct command of Jesus, love your enemies etc, has been avoided for a very long time. I would learn that it was put very succinctly by g k Chesterton,

Faith not tried

Christianity has not been tried and found wanting; it has been found difficult and not tried. –Gilbert K. Chesterton Read more at:

We get an inkling of the kind of avoidance that I imagine the church made many centuries ago in the passage we hear from Genesis as our first reading today. Imagine what’s going on inside of those boys. In their fit of jealousy many years past, they had joined together to get rid of their brother Joseph, they had lied to their father about it, and their father seemed never to quite get over the shock. And so all their lives they have been quite accustomed to carrying the embarrassment and the guilt of their failure.

But his brothers could not answer him, so dismayed were they at his presence.

They were being offered a blessing that was beyond measure, but it came at the cost of having to acknowledge who they really were.

Something like that I think was going through my mind and my heart as a rebellious teenager recognizing that the church which was my chosen home was guilty of having betrayed its main assignment. Love your enemies, the master had said.

The first time that I was made aware of the cost of discipleship came some years earlier. I was maybe seven or 9 years old. And I had been sent to summer Bible school. The teacher had chosen to read us a book that year. So we sat for long periods of time listening to her read from a book written by Dale Evans. Now even before this I have been sensitive to the name – the wife of Roy Rogers, I figure we all knew from comics and television. That summer school teacher knew that we would be able to relate to the voice of Dale Evans.

The book was Angel Unaware: A Touching Story of Love and Loss by Dale Evans (Author), Norman Peale (Foreword)

Entertainers Roy and Dale Evans Rogers were thrilled when their little daughter Robin was born. But their excitement turned to concern when they were informed that Robin was born with Down’s Syndrome and advised to “put her away.” The Rogers ignored such talk and instead kept Robin, and she graced their home for two and a half years. Though Robin’s time on earth was short, she changed her parents’ lives and even made life better for other children born with special needs in the years to come.

Angel Unaware is Robin’s account of her life as she looks down from heaven. As she speaks to God about the mission of love she just completed on earth, the reader sees how she brought her parents closer to God and encouraged them to help other children in need. [1]

drawing

I was introduced at that very young age to the notion that one’s life is not measured by how long it is, but by how fully we are able to live into what God has called us to be. We are all potentially Angel unaware, if only we can recognize the love that God has called us to.

"I say to you that listen, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. If anyone strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also; and from anyone who takes away your coat do not withhold even your shirt.

Some years after I had left home and gone to college I encountered a Danish writer. Kierkegaard was his name. His impact on my life has been so thorough that I can scarcely measure it. He was a poet, a philosopher, a student of love, a Christian, and a theologian.

He too had looked out on a church in his 19th century Denmark and wondered if any of them had actually read the New Testament. They certainly didn’t, he thought, take the New Testament very seriously. Contrasting what he calls Christianity with Christendom, he said toward the end of his life:

When Christianity came into the world the task was simply to proclaim Christianity. The same is the case wherever Christianity is introduced into a country the religion of which is not Christianity.

In “Christendom” the situation is a different one. What we have before us is not Christianity but a prodigious illusion, and the people are not pagans but live in the blissful conceit that they are Christians. So if in this situation Christianity is to be introduced, first of all the illusion must be disposed of.
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Kierkegaard wondered: if Jesus were to walk into a church today, would he recognize it as consistent with the New Testament? Kierkegaard thought no. He bluntly proclaimed that, in Denmark, “Christianity does not exist at all.” cite

Only a few years ago I heard a leader in the new monastic movement observe that in some Bibles the words of Jesus are printed in red ink. At a talk he gave in Honolulu he said, “Since it’s printed in red maybe we should pay attention to it.” (He was of course being a tad bit sarcastic.)

How is it, I’ve often wondered, that the part about Jesus’s commands to us that we find difficult to put into practice are the ones we tend to ignore. We are quick to pay attention to the parts that seem to judge the people we would like to judge, our enemies for example. But the part that makes an extraordinary demand on us – well, we skip over that rather quickly.

Love. Love your enemies.

It does seem that the message of the New Testament has to do with love. But that kind of love is not the comfortable kind of love. It is the kind of love much easier to avoid than to put into practice.

Love is somehow what it’s all about and somehow not at all easy to implement. Not in the style Jesus had in mind, anyway. At least I have not found it to be so.

About the same time as I encountered that Danish theologian, I learned about an Austrian peasant who knew something about the cost of discipleship. He became important to me because he was an example of someone who sought to be a conscientious objector in the Second World War. There were others like him on the British and American side as well.

Franz Jägerstätter lived in Austria.

The Fatherland was calling on all able-bodied men to fight. The fatherland was Germany. It was 1943. Drafted, then called to report – he refused on the grounds that war (that war, anyway) seemed to be contrary to the Christian faith. He was dejected that the Bishops and leaders of the church (the hierarchy) were, of course, most reluctant to make that claim that seemed so obvious to him. He was beheaded for taking Jesus’s commands seriously.

What we see around us does not measure up to Jesus command to us. We have dropped the ball over and over again. Our leadership has failed us and we have failed the master, again and again. But here’s the amazing thing. God has chosen us and does not let us go. From the days of Noah to the present day, God returns again and again.

In one snippet from Bernstein’s Mass we hear,

You can lock up the bold men. Go and lock up your bold men and hold them in tow. You can stifle all adventure for a century or so. Smother hope before it is risen, watch it wizen like a gourd, but you cannot imprison the Word of the Lord. No, you cannot imprison the Word of the Lord.

On the whole I think Chesterton was right, that Christianity has always been found to be difficult. But age after age there are some who know that it is important to try. They often stumble along the way, struggling to hear what it is that God has called them to be. Dorothy Day. Oscar Romero. Sr. Dorothy Stang, Carlo Carretto. These are some of my angels, helping to call me to the impossible task of being a Christian.

Not even remotely easy. But worth trying. And in some sense or another, I begin each day with my pale attempt to give myself to the One who calls us. One version of my prayer comes from Charles de Foucauld. It is known as the "prayer of abandonment.

Father,
I abandon myself into your hands.
Do with me what you will.
Whatever you may do, I thank you;
I am ready for all, I accept all.
Let only your Will be done in me, and in all your creatures.
I wish no more than this, O Lord.
Into your hands I commend my soul.
I offer it to you with all the love of my heart,
for I love you, Lord, and so need to give myself. to surrender myself into your hands.
without reserve and with boundless confidence. For you are my Father.
Amen.


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Sunday, February 3, 2019

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Epiphany 4 02/04/2019

Homily: St. John’s, Winnsboro

Opening

When my brother was in college in Santa Fe, he had a teacher who was introducing the class to music. He gave them a cassette tape of a piece of music that he had bought in Germany. He said it was unavailable in this country at the time. The teacher described the tape as the most beautiful piece of music ever written.
When my brother played it I agreed with him. I even tried a few years later to get a copy of the music in order to learn to play it on the piano. Then I began to discover and later I heard over and over again the piece of music that at one time was unavailable in this country was the famous and sometimes infamous Pachelbel’s Canon in D Major. Now of course that piece of music can be found virtually anywhere and heard from department stores to church to commercials. It is beautiful, but it is so familiar, so often heard, that it is exceedingly difficult to hear it as if with new ears.
I still like the music. But I liked it far more when it was unknown in this country. When it was new. When one could listen to it fresh, with new ears.
I would like to be able to listen to the 13th chapter of 1st Corinthians with those kind of ears. To read the words as Paul originally wrote them with their power and their beauty. Their Simplicity even.
What the text has become is almost like a cliché. What some married couples shy away from for their wedding because one hears it at practically every wedding. As if hearing the words was all that was required of us to put these words into action.
I think we need to hear it with new ears, a new heart, … hear it with God’s ears even.
It’s about love. Not the kind of love we’re familiar with, but the kind that binds us together instead of pulling us apart. The kind that makes us all one family, not us and them.

Jeremiah:

We have in today’s readings a running theme about hearing words in contrast to hearing the word of God. All too often our ears are tuned to everyday ordinary words when God is trying to get our attention.
Jeremiah had in mind simple, human, words – the words of a mere boy – as he the word of God speaking to him.
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you” … he was just a boy being asked to do a man’s job … “I don’t know how to speak” … but the Lord touched him and put God’s words into his mouth, leaving his boys words behind.
Note that this is what a prophet is – not a predicter or soothsayer, but one who speaks with the authority and Clarity of God’s own words.
When God speaks, the words are powerful. Beyond imagining. They have the power to pluck and to tear down. They have the power to build and to plant as well as to destroy and kill what we have tried to construct without God’s help.

Today’s passage from Luke

Today’s Gospel passage from Luke picks up where we left off last week.
Jesus was speaking from the bema (the podium or platform in a synagogue from which the Torah and Prophets are read.). He has spoken with power and the authority of God, but the people have only heard the words of the hometown boy. Just like Jeremiah it was a boy’s words that they heard, not the words of God.
Jesus is rejected by the home crowd. Jesus almost mocks them as he says in response: “Truly I tell you, no prophet is accepted in the prophet’s hometown.”
Jesus (and prophets) sent to the obscure, not the obvious. … Elijah, Elisha … That’s the point of Jesus’ references to the book of Kings. The difficulty of the hometown crowd hearing the word of God over the common words of local folks is often too hard to overcome. so Elijah and Elisha had to go elsewhere, to the unexpected, really to the least expected.[1]
This theme for the day is a fundamental one for anyone who would seek to listen to God, to follow Christ, to seek to be faithful to the one, true God.

Aren’t we all representatives of the hometown crowd?

I know I am. From a very early age I preferred comfortable surroundings to the unfamiliar. Even to this day, after lots of practice overcoming my preference for the familiar, I still find it difficult to go into a group of people I don’t know.
People like me practice ways to protect us from the unfamiliar. It is helpful, e.g., to be vested in special clothes and standing up here like I am – the one in charge. Of course, I have been to St. John’s often enough that the people and the place are in fact familiar by now.
But how often, I wonder, do we keep ourselves from encountering the Lord because we push the strange and unfamiliar away? Jeremiah knows the situation. Paul would know what we were talking about if he had seen how his letter to the Corinthians had been turned into a Hallmark card.

Listen again, with new ears.

That is I believe what the prophets of old, what Jesus himself, and what teachers and holy men and women have said down through the ages. Let go of fear. Let go of narrow expectations.

Why perhaps God is even coming to South Carolina?

It’s highly likely, I believe, that if he were here he wouldn’t look anything like we expect and might even look like what we despise. ** Of course, I’m being ironic. God was in South Carolina long before any of us arrived and will be here after we’re all gone.** But I wonder how often we have missed him?
In one of the prayer books I use every night, once a month the following song appears:
When I look at the blood all I see is love, love, love. When I stop at the cross I can see the love of God.
But I can’t see competition. I can’t see hierarchy. I can’t see pride or prejudice or the abuse of authority. I can’t see lust for power. I can’t see manipulation. I can’t see rage or anger or selfish ambition.
I can’t see unforgiveness. I can’t see hate or envy. I can’t see stupid fighting or bitterness, or jealousy. I can’t see empire building. I can’t see self-importance. I can’t see back-stabbing or vanity or arrogance.
I see surrender, sacrifice, salvation, humility, righteousness, faithfulness, grace, forgiveness, love! Love … love…
When I stop! … at the cross I can see the love of God.
Godfrey Birtill

Closing

To see the love of God which is around us all the time, hidden in plain sight. That’s the call of scripture today as I hear it. Learn to expect the unexpected. Find grace in the graceless. Ask forgiveness of the unforgivable. Smile at the beauty that belies the common definitions of beauty.
Love the unlovable.
For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known. And now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; and the greatest of these is love.

Appendix

The Fourth Sunday after the Epiphany Color: Green Assigned Readings Lesson 1: Jeremiah 1:4–10 Psalm: 71:1–6 Lesson 2: 1 Corinthians 13:1–13 Gospel: Luke 4:21–30
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